I keep getting this message! But my own fear and reservations tend to keep me from doing what I feel like I’m really meant to do.
“Have faith.” As much as I say this to other people, I know it’s easier said than done. Not because I don’t trust God, it’s because I don’t trust myself. I don’t trust myself to be fearless enough. My mind runs a mile a minute making excuses. “Do you really time to stop and do that? You’re always going, use that time to rest instead.” My anxiety fills me me with fear. It says, “But if you do it, you don’t know what’s gonna happen! You could FAIL!” I worry.
But isn’t that what faith is all about? With faith, I don’t have to worry about a thing! The crazy thing is, I KNOW THIS STUFF! It’s not a secret to me! So why is it so hard for me to let go completely, and give EVERYTHING to GOD? As I type in this moment I’ve realized…there is no real reason. These excuses are not valid. HE is bigger than me, and so are his plans for me. I’m extremely blessed that He has seen fit to actually show me what it is he wants me to do. Now I just need to trust him and do it.